Fucking Full Tilt Again...

I get my money back to a positive after being $150 plus in the whole and get up $50 and then go cold and then this bad boy that just happened that fucking pounds me again and am now down over $100 again:

Full Tilt Poker Game #1463761636: Table Avalon (6 max) - $0.50/$1 - No Limit Hold'em - 22:35:23 ET - 2006/12/23
Seat 1: TheStudent3 ($86.15)
Seat 2: b_rock06 ($98.50)
Seat 3: TR Negreanu ($109.35)
Seat 4: darsid31 ($34.90)
Seat 5: relater ($36.10)
Seat 6: 4Moe20 ($78.70)
4Moe20 posts the small blind of $0.50
TheStudent3 posts the big blind of $1
The button is in seat #5
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to TheStudent3 [Ad Qh]
b_rock06 folds
TR Negreanu folds
darsid31 calls $1
relater folds
4Moe20 folds
TheStudent3 raises to $4
darsid31 calls $3
*** FLOP *** [Qs Tc Js]
TheStudent3 bets $8
darsid31 raises to $30.90, and is all in
TheStudent3 calls $22.90
darsid31 shows [8s Qd]
TheStudent3 shows [Ad Qh]
*** TURN *** [Qs Tc Js] [9c]
*** RIVER *** [Qs Tc Js 9c] [Jh]
darsid31 shows a straight, Queen high
TheStudent3 shows two pair, Queens and Jacks
darsid31 wins the pot ($67.30) with a straight, Queen high
TR Negreanu: HA
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $70.30 | Rake $3
Board: [Qs Tc Js 9c Jh]
Seat 1: TheStudent3 (big blind) showed [Ad Qh] and lost with two pair, Queens and Jacks
Seat 2: b_rock06 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 3: TR Negreanu didn't bet (folded)
Seat 4: darsid31 showed [8s Qd] and won ($67.30) with a straight, Queen high
Seat 5: relater (button) didn't bet (folded)
Seat 6: 4Moe20 (small blind) folded before the Flop